Just Me, R.D....

8 months down and FOREVER to go!!!! As of today June 26 this has officially been a special person in my life. She hasnt been nothing but perfect and I love her more and more each day o am with her. I have to grown to the point where my day cannot be complete without her in my life. Wake up to her voice, find any way possible to be with her and of course finish my day saying gnight and I love you knowing I will be doing it all over again the next day. We have gone through so much like good times, bad times, scary times and everything you can imagine but we get though it all side by side. I couldn’t ask for anyone more perfect in my life besides you. You Make me feel complete and give me a reason to wake up each day and have something to look forward to. Just like you say, we re on this together and I’ll add my own spin on your line. You say we’re in this together and I finish it by saying to make it forever :) I love you baby and I can’t wait to see where life and this love takes us. It’s only been 8 months but it feels like forever. I love u Camila Chanel Lazaro. You will and always be my first “real” love <3 love u bay 102610

Perfection :)

At this point of my life, i have to say that i have never been more happy then i am now. This girl right here has changed my life in so many ways and gives me a reason to look forward to something each and every single day. She has turned into my inspiration for many things and yeh i may center most of my time around her, but i just love her so much because she does so much for me. Recently things have been shakey, but me and her always find ways to get through the hard times. We may fight about little things here and there, but what else is new when you are in a relationship. Those kinds of things are common, but what is rare is how the two individuals take the situation and find a way to resolve it. And trust me me and her find many different ways to rekindle that love we have for each other. This girl has also been my support especially when it comes to difficult problems, bad days at work, basketball games, shopping sprees and other things we do together where she finds a way to boost me up and make me feel like the luckiest man on the planet. Yeh i know it was Valentine’s day and all but me and her didn’t have any time to spend it with one another because of school and work. I’m really happy i got to see her even for a little bit, and what do u know she still brings me a gift, CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES, mmmmm my favorite. And of course there is also where i come in and do some of my little some some :) but yeh i got her a little surprise that she didn;t even know was coming. Got her roses, a balloon, a card and of course a very own hand made Randall de leon original cake!!! yup thats right i baked people. LOL but i would do anything for this girl just as long as i know she’s happy. But to wrap this all up i gotta say i must be the luckiest man in the world to have a girlfriend like her. Now we have plans this week to make up our valentines day and disneyland on sunday is going to be the icing on the cake to make this a very great week. I love CAMILA CHANEL LAZARO with all my heart and i know she knows that. Babe i know we have recently gone through a lot of rough patches, but i love the way we get back on track and make everything better to strengthen our relationship. This has proven to me that u do love me and of course u know i love you too. You mean the world to me babe and just wanna say Happy Valentines Day again baby, I LOVE YOU. 

Ps: i cant wait for sunday we finally have the disneyland day we’ve been waiting for :)

Since it’s a new year, it’s time for new things and a good time for change and resolutions. Going into the year i have had no regrets about anything and everything is going in the right direction. So many things i have never experienced before during the holidays finally came into my life. It’s almost been 4 months since i met my baby and i’ve cherished every single moment we’ve shared. I’ve never spent Thanksgiving, Christmas and especially new years with someone special and i’m glad that she was there with me during those times. At this point of our relationship i believe that we have grown so close to one another and we are both really open about a lot of things. She has taught me so much about myself and at the same time she always teaches me new things about herself as well. Also at this point i would say she is my motivation to accomplish things such as my diet and eating habits. Christmas is the time where me and my cousins have a bet on who can lose the most weight and i have never won before because i never stuck to my diet. However now with her i believe imma have someone push me to pull through with the plan i have to lose all that weight, bye bye MCDONALDS!!! This year should be full of great memories coming our way and i cant wait to spend it with her. She gives me something to look forward to each day whether it’s something simple just as going to get gas with her, rent a movie, or just relaxing with each other at either one of our houses. These past few months have been nothing but amazing and i have been this happy in a very long time. I dont wanna make this sound like a mushy love story but if people knew what i’ve gone through in the past with relationships, this is finally something good for me. Ive searched for such a long time for something special like this and I am glad to say that i love this girl with all my heart. Some people say that i’m falling too hard or taking things too fast, but honestly none of those things people say have any effect on me and my decision. I love this girl with all my heart and she knows that, and really thats all that matters. I cant wait to see what this year has in store and i cant wait to have many more years to come with her. I love you baby and you are seriously my my inspiration to be who i am today. i have no worries when im around you and i can simply just be myself. I hope that we can make this relationship grow and i cant wait to do that just as long as you are right there by my side. Thanks for everything you have done for me and I love you baby and you simply mean the world to me.  And just like you said, with anything that is coming our way, “We’re in this together :)”

     Hmm i gotta say what another great weekend. Now christmas is on the way already and im really excited to see all my family and friends, and especially spend time with my baby during the holidays with my fam as well as hers. Buying her gifts was such an adventure but for her id do anything. Things with me and her have been going great with nothing to regret, but even though there are some minor speed bumps along our way, we still get through it all together. This girl means the world to me and she does sooo much for me that i owe her soo much and trust me it will come her way and she knows it. I love this girl with all my heart and i just think i had to blog about her knowing that i just got off the phone with her and thats shes home safe sleep and sound in her room. So to end my night here’s a little poem just for her:

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn’t help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I’ve fallen in love with you
and I’ll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don’t know what I’ll say
But I’ll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You! 

Babe before i met you i never knew i would ever fall for anyone evry again as much as i have fallen for you. You literally make me feel like the happiest man on the planet and i cant wait to spend another day with you when i wake up. I love you for being you and you literally mean soo much to me. Ive been hurt sooo many times before in my life and i just cant help but repeat it that I LOVE YOU!! I cant wait for Xmas with you and i cant wait to see that look on ur face to see the gifts i gave you. I bet is on and i cant wait to see ur face when u know that i win. Ok this blog is pretty much straight to the point, I love you babe. Off to bed gnight.

PS. I had a great day too btw. Had fun spending the day with my baby before she left for work, but had fun shopping with Benj, Diji, Sheena and Sherry. Got what i needed and gotta say the mall is soooo packed. The holidays make people do crazy things. But ok then this blog is long enough. gnight lol

     Hmm since school is finally done i now have more time to actually update this thing. Well these past few days since my last post have been such a great experience to me, especially with my baby. Me and her have gone through so much in a matter of days, but im still loving every single second of it. We both agreed and still dont understand why these little quarrels are coming up on how we can argue a little bit on little things, but the way our relationship is working is because on the ways we get over things and work through it side by side. I dont wanna sound like a little baby but i actually cried the other night after we fought because sometimes the things i do make her feel uneasy or unhappy and i just feel bad because i know ive been acting like a jerk sometimes when im really trying not to. I literally love this girl with all my heart and i know she knows that already. On mondayup to today ive literally spent all afternoons with her and i seriously just love spending some quality time with her whenever i get the chance. People think were gunna sick of each other but i believe when were together, we get to share more things with each other and build up more and more memories that we can share. Like on tuesday night i finally got my boiling crab cherry popped and it was all thanks to her and her “Mains” planning a dinner for Ms. Ritz Bday! I gotta say i would be down to go again forsure cuz that stuff was soooooo good. I had such a great night spending time with her but also bonding with her close friends who i know too because filipinos just live in a small as world. But babe when you read this i just wanna say i love you and thank you for these amazing days that ive shared with you. I literally have spent more time with you this week than with my own parents. But hey im loving every second of it and i cant wait til Christmas when i see how ur face will react with the gift i give you. But babe i know you love letter and stuff but for me writing down words is kinda difficult and id rather express what i feel and whats going on through verbal communication. Tumblr will also be a place for me to express my emotions but everytime its with you im just so inspired to write just so i know i can make you smile or give u butterflies just like you said. But an a honest note babe all these post about me and you is like a journal im writing logging all the special moments we share and i just want to show the whole world why im that happiest man in the world all because of you and what you do for me. Honestly my love for you is simply growing as each day goes by and our relationship is only getting stronger. I really cant wait for the holidays and i cant wait to spend them with you. I’m also very excited for this journey im taking with you and i cant wait to see where this love of ours will take us. But for now imma live it day by day in hopes that i spend them all loving you. Thanks for these past few days and im glad we can always get through everything. I love you babe and i hope you liked this somewhat letter i wrote. So for now gnight and sweet dreams :)

It’s been almost three months since everything ignited between me and her and i’ve got to say i havent been more happier then i am right now. Every single second i spend with her i just get lost in her eyes and can’t help but tell her shes beautiful inside and out. I dont want to sound all cheesy and what not but thats just who i am and she knows that. At this point of time i feel like we have gotten so comfortable that we are more open to each other than before. We can literally talk about anything, laugh at random things and tell each other things that we wouldnt want to tell other people, and that to me means i have someone to run to that i know will be welcoming with open arms. We have hit some minor bumps in the road here and there but with the love we have for each other just gets us passed all those problems and we can fix it right away just like that. Theres not a day that goes by where i dont miss her but when im with her it just feels like nothing else matters and im happy just spending my time with her. People know that ive been through so much when it comes to relationships and girls, but nowadays being with her just cancels out all those hurts and i finally have that feeling of love again in my life. I consider her to be my other half that has traits that i would never see in myself, but we also got so much in common that just makes me feel like we can connect on a bunch if things too. In the small amount of time that we’ve been together it just feels like ive been with her longer than it is. I feel like i know so much about her already that it seems like we’ve been going for years or something. Ive finally found someone who i can trust and who can handle holding on to my heart as well as her own. I know my heart is a wide load to carry babe but just know that its in your possession now and know that i really do love you. She means the world to me and for some reason i know for a fact that i wont get hurt because it will be the last thing on her mind. Christmas and new years is coming along and i have never spent it with someone special as her. I cant wait for the holidays to come and i cant wait to spend it with her too. For right now in my heart all i know is that i love her already and she makes me feel like the luckiest guy in the world. I would do anything for her even if it makes me have to make another video of me doing body rolls LOL!! but no matter what i love her for just being her and im glad she loves me too just for who i am. BAbe: you accepted me for who i am despite all my flaws and imperfections, but when it comes to you, you’re simply perfect for me. i hope we can make this last and im ready to be on this journey side by side with you. I love you babe and this is just the start of something new just like you said. We’re in this together, ME and YOU!! I LOVE YOU CAMILA LAZARO youre simply the best thing that has came into life and you always find a way give me those butterflies in my stomach. You officially have your own place in my heart and ill be here for you always and forever :)

Kinda miss playing in these shoes. Had them freshman year then lost them..i wanna find a pair of these again :)